Back again

And now the world turns upside down. I met this girl, while away at a convention. Things went well, we hit it off i think. if only she didn't live so far away. San francisco isn't too bad i suppose, but it's still too far for date or anything. maybe someday.

College is going well, busy busy. got a project i'm finishing up, and some math work i need to do. After being in college for a while, after hanging out with people at work more, i realize i'm really out of place in this world. It feels that way anyways.

Do you ever wonder if maybe you're just not meant for the world you're in. Here's to searching for the portal to the next world. In hopes that we all find our place in the world.

PMX

Pacific Media Expo was incredible. Small, cozy, and very friendly. I was invited to go to a Lolita tea party while there, and i got to dress up formal and everything for it, i was very happy. All these incredible dresses, that some girls were wearing. Some had even made their dress. They were all very nice. I got to meet the person who started the Lolita fashion, even though i don't know much about it, it was still a great experience.

I'm very happy right now. I had a great weekend. and i can't wait to do it again. someday, i'll go back again.

forgetting to stop

Heh, so my friend has a really protective boyfriend. she was telling me sorry the other day, cause her boyfriend threatened me to stay away from her. She's a good friend, i just hope i never meet her boyfriend face to face.

tonight is the beginning of a fun weekend. i'll be going to encore's first concert of the year tonight. then i'm leaving for the pacific media expo tomorrow. Gonna spend the weekend in LA. it's gonna be great. i'll be sure to post a pic or two on my myspace.

i'll see you all later.

It's not like the world will end

If i never find her, I'll be disappointed. I once had a girlfriend, you know? I made her happy. I was happy, that i could do that for a certain someone, you know? Sometimes i wonder if i'm ever really meant to find her. But all i can do is press on. I've wasted too many chances already, lost too many relationships that could have been.

The best thing to do, is to keep going... keep looking. Cause who knows, maybe i'll meet her in one of my classes or something. I hope so anyways.

Here's to Hope, that it may always be in our hearts...

man does that sound corny. heh heh

And so the world continues to turn, even at this hour of the day... As you can probably tell i'm having trouble sleeping. Conflicting thoughts, you know? Thinkin' about the girls i've liked in my time around here, thinking about all the mistakes i ever made when it came to actually looking to be in a relationship, or rather staying out of one.

I don't want to be sitting there waiting for something to end anymore, you know? First it was moving to OC, then it was graduating, now it's just finding ways to get out of the house. I'm tired of not living because i have to finish something first. That was the mistake i made with on girl i knew, now she doesn't talk to me. I can't blame her, but I miss her. She was a good friend, i hope she's doing well.

Here's to old friends and new friends, mistakes with lessons learned, and the search for that one girl who is worth fighting for. I hope i find her, or if i've already found her... i hope i can show her i'm worth her time.

College days

Ahh, the college days. i've started, and i've gotten off on a bit of a slippery step. I'm so light on Units, it's not even funny. But i suppose thats what happens when you don't really know what you're doing, when you try to enroll for certain classes. Thats alright though, i kinda like that i'm starting off light. It's giving me a second to get used to college work, Not to mention the system itself. I can't wait for next semester when i have a decent shot at the classes i want.

I talked to a girl i happened to recognize. She was in showchoir, and graduated my junior year. She's really nice, i was glad to be able to say hi to her, and talk a little bit. I even talked to the Music director, he judged us in a couple choir competitions. It was cool to talk with him about choir and things. i'm gonna try to join one of his choirs, maybe next semester.

You know, college is actually really nice so far. I like it. I kinda like that i hardly know anyone at my college, new chance to meet people, and a chance to get away from it all. It's nice to be able to walk around, and know that i'm a world away from everything i'm used to, at pacifica. An odd thought to some, i suppose, but i like it. I know a couple people, so it's ok.

To all those in college, enjoy it. To all those getting ready to go... don't skip out on it.

so i guess i forgot

I guess i forgot to add in the link to my old blog which was http://veiledinshadow.blogspot.com/

So the world is a little different

i was trying to figure out what my original blog account, but realized it's been so long that i couldn't. So... here's a new one. I start college on monday, boy is that gonna be interesting. being the new student is kind of a let down though. it was stressful registering for classes, cause most of the good times were taken. i suppose it can't be helped though. it seems like the older you get, the more you start to see people leave. Not in a bad way or anything, but through all the years of school, and heading off to college, people splinter away and grow apart. It's part of life right, going your own way? But... i hope we all remember to check in with each other. After all, we all have those memories of each other that shouldn't be lost.