And so the world continues to turn, even at this hour of the day... As you can probably tell i'm having trouble sleeping. Conflicting thoughts, you know? Thinkin' about the girls i've liked in my time around here, thinking about all the mistakes i ever made when it came to actually looking to be in a relationship, or rather staying out of one.

I don't want to be sitting there waiting for something to end anymore, you know? First it was moving to OC, then it was graduating, now it's just finding ways to get out of the house. I'm tired of not living because i have to finish something first. That was the mistake i made with on girl i knew, now she doesn't talk to me. I can't blame her, but I miss her. She was a good friend, i hope she's doing well.

Here's to old friends and new friends, mistakes with lessons learned, and the search for that one girl who is worth fighting for. I hope i find her, or if i've already found her... i hope i can show her i'm worth her time.